I know what I want to do in life. It has always been in the back of my head I have just never had enough self confidence to go through with it. But I am going to try.

I am changing my major and eventually changing my school.

One day I hope to have my own show on animal planet.

I have to start kicking ass in college and being completely devoted.

If this does not work I plan to go into wild animal training with a photography minor.


wish me luck

im sick of this town, im sick of being here

im sick of work

im sick of being depressed

i wanna leave, and never look back

everythings so fucked up around here i cant even stand it anymore

i dont know what to say






fuck it

I keep having this repetitive dream of a play I've never done before but I am always in it and I never know the lines. And in my dream today I thought I had done it before because I had a previous dream about it but I didnt know the lines in that dream either lol. I think its interesting. Before that I had another dream about work. I made ice cream....

(I know it was posted before, so bear with me...)



"I know I've planted flowers,
but Look Around At All My Weeds.

I don't play well with others,
...the thought occurred: IT MIGHT BE ME.


(I'm so bitter, I can taste it.)"

I feel like I have wasted a lot of my summer. I am very glad I went to Costa Rica, it was really fun and I was able to a lot of things that I never could have before. It's just that my job has ruined the rest of my summer. Working from 4-12:30 a.m. everyday sucks, especially other people go in during the morning. I'm lazy as it is and don't usually get up until 11. I haven't worked out at all and i've spent a lot of time just surfing the computer.

There is no way I am keeping these same shifts for winter break and hopefully by next summer I will have a new job that is more animal related.

I should definitely start getting up earlier soon. I can't waste ALL of my summer gaining calories. Rugby is going to kick my ass this year.

waaaaant toyota corrolla!!!!!

and my parents will NEVER let me have a car!!


i should work on getting my license first though haha

Yay work tomorrow instead of concert,
hopefully someone else wants to go
so I can pawn off this ticket to give my cousin some of his cash back...

oh,

and:



"[You're] better off without [me],
and [I'm] better off Alone."

"soon enough you'll see"

wow that sucks balls.



I agree with Heidi.

Why would you do this to us Warner Bros.?

beyond birthday.

Development Goals and Basic Accounts

Last week we updated our development goals for 2008. Generally we noted a number of cool enhancements and investments to LiveJournal that we are working on, including improved search, usability, and site development.

We also wanted to let you know how we hope to accomplish all these things, and how we plan on paying for them. In order to accomplish our stated goals for this year and beyond, we need to increase the revenue gained from both groups of LiveJournal accounts: paid subscription accounts and ad-supported accounts.

As of August 28th, all users will be able to choose to downgrade their account to Basic through their Manage Account page. Additionally, we will start showing advertising to visitors who are not logged in to LiveJournal when they are looking at Basic Account journals and communities.

Basic Account users themselves will not see ads on any Basic journal or community while they are logged in to their account. If you want more information about this, take a look at our new post on lj_2008 where we outline our reasoning.

Indian Flash Fiction Contest

In other news, we are excited to tell you we've launched "Quick Tales" LiveJournal's first initiative for users in India, in celebration of India Independence day, August 15th. "Quick Tales" is a flash fiction writing contest in which we're partnering with Caferati.com, one of India's largest online literary communites. The contest's winners will receive some great prizes and it is open to anyone with a mailing address in India. We hope that users with an interest in Indian writing or just India will watch LiveJournal's india_writing community. That's where the finalists and winners will be announced, so keep an eye on it towards the end of September! If you're in India then enter the contest - if your story is slick and quick (under 500 words) then you could be the lucky winner!

Meanwhile, back at LiveJournal Inc.

We have updated and redesigned our corporate site. The goal of the redesign was twofold: first, to update the look and feel (Dystopia users will appreciate it!); second, we want to provide a destination for prospective employees, partners, and members of the press where they can access important information about the company. Kudos to our design team.

YAAAAAAAAY!!!! I just bought all of my college books except one for this semester for $130!!!

woot

So now, Im going to be moving to Great Barrington with my aunt Bonnie. The apartment situation didnt work out as Sam and I had hoped, and I need somewhere to go...So yeah.

 I might just split a seam now if I don't die laughing first!

Everythings so blurry, and everyones so fake...
And everybodys empty and everything is so messed up...




Everyone is changing...there’s[almost]noone left that’s real...









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David. You are one of the few people close to me that hasnt changed.

Thank you.